Abby: Love lost in marriage as abuse grow with time
Dear Abby: I have been married 14 years and have two children. The first three years of marriage were great. We both cared for and respected each other. As our children grew older and our jobs have become more demanding, my husband has changed about how he views our sex life.
After our third year of marriage, my husband started raping me. No one knows this except an ex-sister-in-law.
At first, I didn’t understand what was really happening. He was forceful and wouldn’t take no for an answer. I went along with it at first, thinking I wasn’t giving him enough attention and was doing the “wifely duty.” But over the years it has become worse — ripping my clothing off and holding me down.
I have told him it’s not OK, but if I speak up, it leads to a fight. He says I don’t show him I care for him and we don’t have sex enough, so this is his way of getting it.
Abby, I have lost respect for the man I married. I no longer want to be intimate with him, because he doesn’t respect me or my body. The only reason I have stayed this long is for my children. Is there hope in him changing?
Sleeping On The Couch
Dear Sleeping On The Couch: Ripping a spouse’s clothing off and holding her (or him) down is not foreplay; it is spousal rape and a form of domestic abuse. It is a crime in all 50 states. The level of hostility in your home isn’t healthy for you or your children, who may grow up thinking it is normal.
Because your husband may become violent if you tell him the marriage is over, contact RAINN — (800) 656-4673; rainn.org — and let them help you form a safe escape plan. It is not normal for a man to treat a woman the way your husband has. He is unlikely to change, and you need to look out for yourself and the children.
Contact Dear Abby at DearAbby.com or P.O. Box 69440, Los Angeles, CA 90069.